I saw red, the color of my rushing blood that my heart was moving so quickly through my veins. Then I saw it, the sea of blue looking right into my eyes. And a smile that could go on for miles. Safetly, comfort and warmth wrapped all around me. Hearing a voice that is soothing and solace. I knew I was safe and I knew it was right. There was no doubt, no pressure. So simple. Talking, laughing, sharing secrets. I wouldnt of had it any other way. What an AMAZING night!!

I Never Told You

I miss those blue eyes
how you kissed me at night
i miss the way we see
like there's no sunrise
the taste of your smile
i miss the way we breathe

but i never told you
what i should have said
no i never told you
i just held it in
and now i miss everything
about youi cant believe i still want you
after all the things we'vebeen through
i miss everything about you
without you

i see your blue eyes
every time i close mine
you make it hard to see
where i belong to when im not
around you
its like im gone with me

but i never told you
what i should have said
no i never told you
i just held it in
and now i miss everything
about youi cant believe i still want you
after all the things we'vebeen through
i miss everything about you
without you

I felt for sure last night
That once we said goodbye
No one else will know these lonely dreams
No one else will know that part of me
I'm still driving away
And I'm sorry every day
I won't always love these selfish things
I won't always live...
Not stopping...
It was my turn to decide
I knew this was our time
No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have me, only you
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine
Amazing still it seems
I'll be 23
I won't always love what I'll never have
I won't always live in my regrets
You'll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
I'm here I'm now I'm ready
Holding on tight
Don't give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

I Miss You

As I lay down at night

I think how things have changed

Ever since you entered it

My whole life's re-arranged

But I wish that i could see you sooner than i can

It's like you're a movie star

And i'm your biggest fan

But I miss you

Like i miss the sun on a rainy day

Like i miss the moon when it goes away

But the sun and the moon don't mean nearly as much to me

As you do

I could live without them But i need you

And i miss you

Now that we're so far apart

I love you even more

Maybe we both love too much

But, hey, that's what friends are for

It's not that i pitty you

But I'll admit your life's been tough

I just wish that physically

I could be there when things get rough

But I miss you

Like i miss the sun on a rainy day

Like i miss the moon when it goes away

But the sun and the moon don't mean nearly as much to me

As you doI could live without them But i need you

And i miss you

cousin in town!!

So my cousin Beth is in town and i love it!! she is the closets cousin i have. She came out here to get her shoulder looked at but i have been working on her shoulder also, putting my massage therapy to work! and i love seeing the results, and knowing that i am helping her so she doesn't have to have surgurey.

Meet the gang!

Make your Stick Figure Family at FreeFlashToys.com

SISTER!!

So my lovely sister was invited to come for a visit with some extended family. It was something that i desperately needed!! We had so much fun! We went to a Demolition Derby, Temple Square, Lagoon, and many other marvelous adventures. Miss her face alot, but ill see her again soon!